手放開

會攰會痛會麻木，既然不能往前走，我只可以把你留在這裡。

My best friend - Malatonin

Refills

有不快佢就借酒消愁，而我呢就不停keeping up with life. 我只係用另一種方法去處理，每晚食完安眠藥瞓6個鐘，跟著繼續奔波漂泊。攰快虛脫

Beautiful Excuse

I don't want to hold your hand and have a different person in my mind.
Do you understand?!

So true yet confuse

從前

已經飄走了~

永遠不要想念你從沒有擁有過的東西

生命往往會對一些人事物特別敏感，情況跟一朝蛇咬，十年怕草繩一樣。正所謂無獨有隅，姓與名都不是一個人的專利。每當一個同名同性的來電或發件，盡管對方的來意是什麼，都會提醒我曾經在身邊出現過的你，接著不知所操的憶起一些點滴。誰是誰過客也好，誰負誰生氣鬥氣嫌氣到過氣，一切都已經不再重要，這就是手放開嗎?

Get rid of...

Going to clean up my room, kitchen and my mind this weekend.
I realized that there are a few things not going well and I either fix it or leave it.
What is your ultimate goal? Any good to share?

留底

你會係一個好人嗎?有冇諗過死後會留底咩嘢或印象比人?
最可悲可能會係只會係一大堆爛尾..

憑什麼

想憑直覺，卻覺得不太成熟。
想憑感覺，又不太實在。
想憑條件，又冇乜硬料。

十分看不順眼，速食而又玩不起放不下的人。
這種人可會給身邊嘅朋友很多麻煩呢~

周而複始

不管何時何地，身在何處，
相隔遠近，總會有人提醒我，你的存在。
你知道嗎?你想我知道嗎?
我知個夠了嗎?

Just like yesterday

同事父親去世，提醒了我當日發生的事。
仍然歷歷在目，整件事發生到完結。
現在寧靜的我，想起跟他/她相處，
想到她安慰我的時候，想起上一次他想多了解我的時候，
有幾多說話未講，又錯失過幾多次機會。
我很想你。

見到同事落哂形，好似見到當日自己嘅影子。
知道對方好難受眼紅紅的，好想給她舒發不快和多加安慰。
突然她道出一句，點解你個男友會比你走嫁?
我笑咗一笑，算啦都算不上什麼大損失。
我已經唔記得上次認真對待一個人係幾時?">

給任性的你

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FAQ

1. Are you in a relationship?
2. Are you seeing someone?

Frequency being asked: 2+/week
Do you want to know?
Just ask
Just go with it

Travel Alone Part 1

Date: May 8th -13th, 2010
Destination: KL & PN, Malaysia

FAQ:
1. Where are you from?
2. Are you traveling alone?
3. You are too young to travel alone. What is your name?

My answer: After countless timesssss (>_<')Just ask~

Less FAQ:
1. Wanna have a drink?
2. Where are you staying?
3. What is your number?

My answer: No thanks, Tell you next time, Got to go, I don't have a minute =p

P.S. There are quite a few guys had a loooooooooooooong handshake with me there, at a point I was about to say let go man. Crazy things happened when travel alone.

I got back almost over a week, ppl still asked me the same questionssss. How fun? It was long lasting vacation.

I am so into this song again

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This is what I am listening now (^^)

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多謝比面『君臨天下』

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對不起打久了

有些事真係攪錯咗，是認錯人或當時捉錯用神。
老實講係我24、25歲之後，我無真正鍾意過人。
曾經摧眠自己，嘗試過投入一段感情，建立一段關係。
摧眠自己到一個地位，用逗他開心方式或煮他喜歡的菜給身邊那位。
這段關係維持一段時間後，他好似比我早醒。

而我在這接近兩年時間，給自己放了一個悠長假期，
放慢腳步，再重新思量，
回味過去的一些點滴，搵番好多自己想做嘅事，
十分享受之餘，亦見識多咗，
計劃一吓下一步嘅去向。
每一次出ｔｒｉｐ都係自己一個，
多咗時間比自己，在外一個人一啲都不可怕，亦習慣無拘無速的模式。
思路尚未清晰時，我會保持現狀。

可以嗎?

有些事可以收藏幾耐?
每當把心一橫放底時，
所有事都疏疏浮起。
真係唔想理太多，
一個人有嘅時間、精神同能力的確相當有限。
清簡啲唔好咩?
隨便你

好忙

忙到連養病嘅時間都冇!
安樂醒對我嚟講實在太奢侈。

冒後感

大感冒後尚有些餘咳，
不過經已好了許多。

這些日子小貓伴我左右，
陪我安睡，半夜咳嗽時伴我飲水食藥，真係唔話得!
貓都有性口家=(^^)=　可想言之我平時對貓貓幾好=P　

清涼空氣令人感到天朗氣清心曠神怡，
清爽冰涼總比潮濕悶熱天氣舒服得多，
不過感冒藥卻仍然令我二十四小時都昏昏欲睡。
希望食完今劑後會換上一番新景象。
準備一下飲我今年第一支可口可樂慶祝一番先。

Flashback

I spend roughly about 3 years of my life trying to be somebody else ideal perfect...what know..still I don't think I am good enough. Is it relevant if I don't care if I ever going to see him again.

I am so glad that I am almost recovered from the long lasting (3 weeks+) flu after 7 doctor/ Chinese traditional practitioner visits. Thanks god~

There is no easy way to say

I would rather doing nothing & be happy than do something I know I don't love.

My Love My Fade - 衛蘭 (Janice)

今日聽到這首歌這樣的旋律，好似觸發起一些愁緒。

My love my fate you will fade away　以後隔天與地
I love I hate I'll miss you always　我永遠亦愛你

太美好的東西　會走　還未愛夠了你　怎放手
從來不肯假想　失去你那感受　我這對腳　怎麼走
從來並未練習過溫柔　遲學你或已經沒法接受
然後你會說我跟她分左與右　誰希罕這種手拖手

My love my fate you will fade away　再沒有戀愛味
I love I hate I'll always be afraid　永遠也害怕你

我要首先講聲　我走　還是愛到你說　請你走
如果講一聲　請照顧　我感受　我最怕你講出口
從來並未練習過溫柔　遲學你或已經沒法接受
然後你會說我跟她分左與右　誰希罕這種手拖手

下次開心已要靠自己　下次頂多飾演好知己
其實再次見你　真需要　靠演技　也要你我好心地

My love my fate you will fade away
過去當做看戲　世界當沒有你　Ooh......

Unbelievable

I can't believe that I have to work tomorrow =(

有褔氣

回顧過往一些經歷，
十分興幸能與別人分享生活上的點滴。
即使當中可有不快，
能細心聆聽分擔，
或有能力出手幫助，
都是一種褔氣。

直都變攣

今日會係本年度最後一日的長直髮，
好望多兩眼啦，唔睇今年就冇啦 =p

Christmas Giftsss

1. Heater (yeah~ how practical!exactly the one for single senior!)
2. Juicy Couture Tracksuit
3. Burberry Keyring
4. Leather Jacket
5. Necklace
6. Red Pocket x 3
7. Scarf
8. Crabtree & Evelyn Crunchy Toffee Shortbread
9. A bottle of Akarie Honey
10. Light-on Compact Mirror (So I can put on some made up late at night)
11. Multipurpose Flower Pillow (For neck pain)
12. Homemade Chocolate
13. Victoria Secret Angel Touch Lotion
14. Ghirardelli Chocolate (Dark Collection)
15. Hydrating Facial Masks (Probably for anti-aging & restoring a younthful complexion)
16. A pair of kitty socks
17. Crabtree & Evelyn Lotion

Thank you thank you thank you from the bottom of my heart.

On the other hand....
I am not longer receiving stuffed animals or other little cuties stuffsss, coz I am no longer a little girl. I started receiving lotion packages since last Christmas... OMG... I have heater, more lotions, facial masks, light-on compact mirror and pillow this year. As a conclusion here I am dry,level up, age, 升呢 or whatever with the sweet tooth and I am proud of it coz I earn it hard. =)

Touch Back

My first Christmas card turned to be a Thank You Card.
It was just a few sentences and less than 100 words,
but I wouldn't hold my tears when I read it in the office.
I wasn't that great as the thank you card noted as "工作上的苦中一點甜",
I was trying to ease the worse situation or act like a pain killer sometimes.
I have quite many die-hard buddies (7+) at work;
age from 20 to 40 mostly intelligent young ladies and work moms.
we are there for each other not only for work but friendship, care and support.
We share all kinds of stories and funny jokes from personal life to C1....
2009 is quite a difficult year for all of us,
it'd been many ups and downs.
I'll be with you and it is my honor to share the burden with everyone of you.
Good luck to you all =)

Stay warm

Please stay warm and take good care!
別在佳節抱恙失場，
錯過美好歡樂時光。

Rainny Dayss

Why it's always rain when I am having my new pair of heels on?
What is the logic behind? New pair of heels = rain?
Still couldn't figure it out!
BTW I received a bundle of brand new pencils tied with a super rubber band sitting on my desk and a note from my boss.
Remember the movie "You've Got Mail",
Tom Hanks was using "A bouquet of new sharpened pencil" as an opening pick-up line.
It was so charm, but in my case I was like GREAT Happy Tuesday!

Give me that!

Give me a big WOW to light up my day!

綠色生活

愛惜地球真惜資源，
綠色生活你我做得到。
大家不防由簡約生活開始，
少講廢話多做運動，
不只能令環境更清新
對身心更有益，
好讓動感之都燃續下去。

怕左你

這夜下微雨身穿上這套衣履回家時，
心想上一次穿這套衫是什麼場合、跟誰在一起?
這刻想起身邊曾出現的一個他，
偏偏是最無奈和深刻的一個。
曾說最怕我，
只因大家年少時經歷太多、畫面太多、負出太多、滴下太多。
我又何嘗不是怕左你。
祝君安康!

金曲金句

倪匡先生『做人，做不喜歡做的，很容易。要做自己喜歡的，真難。』

今日有幸做到自己想做的事，一定要好好記下。
聽了一整個下晝容祖兒金曲，回想往日開車一個人在車廂內曾啍過的調子，
當時發生過的事和心情，為何選播這首歌。
哪一首歌曾引起共鳴，哪一首歌曾不經已地在腦內閃過，
最出乎意料的原來我認識那麼多的容祖兒。
眼前選曲那位一定是她粉絲‧
雖然重溫容祖兒的歌曲，並不是今天的樂事之最，
不過可以說是在樂事上添上蔥花，要我記住這一刻和過去那一刻。

小人戚戚然也

放幾天假已足夠陷我於不義。
對於在職場上的你虞我詐，
慨看不起而且感到一點也不光明磊落。
與其費煞思量去耍手段出口術，
不如把事辦妥平息更實際。
這種發展勊星經常廢時失事，
阻礙人類發展，浪費地球資源。
晒米飯~

專心

辦事不難，
可以草草敷衍了事，
最難是辨好一件事。
有心做好事，也要天時地利人和。
想專心做好卻無時間。

世紀宿敵

山水豆花遇上宿敵甜蜜梳乎里。
本來是惺惺相惜各出師有名，
卻同時齊名在同一個餐牌中，
要字字鏗鏘點出心水甜品的確有難度。

好想

好想看一場Good Show，學我叫好叫座。
好想出去走一走，看看天空有多大。
好想畫好一幅畫，看看自己技倆。
好想遇上你，煽動我的思緒。
以上想法全因好想
∴好想潮到爆。
But好赲我最想先品嚐一杯提神香滑的Cafe Latte。

無稽之談

當天把她蔽起視而不見，
今天卻想起她懷緬昔日。

不如先梳洗一下過去及現在。

沒上文更沒下理，是否有些東西被遺忘。

罪與罰 - 鄭秀文

誰懲罰過你
想想從頭到尾
誰迫你認罪 炮轟你

衪這麼愛你 但你覺得衪討厭你
因此給你那罪惡感 拖垮起重機
衪只想教你 磨練更謙卑一個你
多反省你 對人對己 易犯禁忌

介別

處理不同事情和應付不同對手，也需抱不同態度。
凡事不用太上心，有時一動不如一靜。
静觀其變，欣賞宏觀，不要跟小事過不去。
即使未如理想，也不會有下次。
要事事關心，一事同仁，無線新聞也辦不到。
生活已夠多煩惱，別讓小事煞風景。
成熟不會因年紀而遞增，對方可能是童心未泯已了。

So Cliche

So many opinions AKA cliche~ No content no objective but shallow mentality. 看得多低智東西，的確會令人言詞空洞，低不可測。
Thanks for all updates!

不夜天

這夜Phil Phil不願睡，難道他有心事?

It's getting cool!

New look for Fall!
Leave me a message! Beep~

Live it & Learn it

"Fuck me once badly, shame on you.
Fuck me twice badly, shame on me."
Quoted from S&C, Samantha.

來自"爭氣的藝術"

如果你受了委屈，又想將情緒表現出來，你有很多方法。你可以找朋友訴苦，可以找對方理論，可以發脾氣、發屋企人脾氣、篤背脊、登報紙、可以流淚、亂花錢、飲醉酒、染上毒癮、發神經、變得荒淫，你亦可以玩逃避、玩絕交、剪自己頭髮、鎅手鎅腳、移民、找心理醫生，也可以咬耳仔、放毒蛇、畀錢黑社會打他一身、找老千、撬他女朋友....嘩，方法多著呢。

最難做的方法，可能是不作任何回應。

有趣

對一些無病呻吟用不同途徑博取同情或注意的看法，只好說是道行未夠及以下文章。

"他不如做個PowerPoint，在會展租個場地來個正統的Presentation來推廣自己建立人緣，對於這種事，除了視為笑話一則，我想不到還可以用什麼方法看待，世上很多事情，我都會認真對待例如:我的工作、我看哪一個中醫、用哪一支粉底，然而這種活動我實在不能，有心力的話，我會想應該入哪隻股票。"

No Matter What...

開始咗一連四次自家游泳醫頸患療程，第一次下水嘅時候，一心諗住鬆弛頸肌減少酸痛，中間隻腳抽咗兩次筋，總結游完十個塘，叫做有個交代亦好了許多。第二次開始真正專心游，抽筋減至一次之餘，還游多了幾個塘。第三次游已經無抽筋嘅情況，亦有保持游十多個塘。去到第四次游泳嘅時候，開始思索一些問題，可能只有游水嘅時候無什麼外來雜念，只需保持動作和呼吸的節奏往前游，開始反覆思索一些過往決定和問題的壓根兒，到最後有些問題無論我再努力游多十個塘都會是一樣，不過總有些得著。

Sigh~

條頸無啦啦學人生骨剌有無攪錯?!攪成咁可以點，還要有相為証問你死未!

How much memory do I need?

How many things can you recall?
It is not a thing that easily get under control.
Having good memory may not be a good thing.

天鵝飛走左

隻天鵝咁就走左，剩底悶熱天氣令我極想打人。(^o^)

Worth to plan

Sometimes we might spend a lot of time planning and trying to make the best decision, but it turned out the decision was already made and all we have to do was following the path to get there.

爽朗

明碼實價
無花無假

多謝關心

為什麼哪麼多人關心我的子宮及子宮頸？
走到月台上、打開電視機、查看電郵、更甚連電話另一邊的陌生人也在關心我子宮﹒
What is going on?

Sex & The City

星期五晚上跟友人用了一頓簡單的晚餐後，到HMV逛一逛﹒我選擇了兩張"Symphony Live in Vienna"-Sarah Brightman、張國榮的最紅和減價的Sex & the City Season II﹒其實當中的一張Sarah Brightman和張國榮最紅專輯是送人的﹒當友人看到我手持兩張Sarah Brightman專輯時，問了一句“佢啲歌好好聽ga？我頓時靜了一靜，因為我唔知如何表達....Sarah Brightman是一位被譽為擁有天籟之音的一位英國女高音，街知巷聞的明曲有The Phantom of the Opera和Time to Say Goodbye﹒她最近在港的演唱會一張門票要千多元﹒至於好聽一問，只在於個人喜好，始終不是主流流行音樂，不是人人也感興趣，可能你會一聽就昏昏欲睡﹒可惜我當時無心跟友人交流，只係輕輕帯過，說了一句ok ga，草草了事﹒
跟住見到我再手持Sex & the City時，友人就好大反應地說:『唉教壞人!』﹒我直言道出我家已有Season I, III & V﹒如真有咁大威力教壞我，我都壞了一大半了﹒我問友人有冇真正睇過電視系列或只看過電影？老實說如果冇睇過電視系列，真係會抱有偏見﹒我卻偏偏鍾情這套戲，大學時代其中一套每個星期六晚追看的 HBO TV series﹒要敢愛敢談的確令人羨慕﹒而且戲中妙語連珠，多少漂亮對答和對感情的瀟灑態度﹒
後記
已離開大學很久，再看這套曾經追過的電視劇，也有另一份感覺，整個心態也不同了長大了﹒Grown up!

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蠢人恐怖過奸人　－　卓韻芝

謀殺與誤殺

害怕蠢人，遠遠多於害怕奸人﹒

奸人會害人，蠢人則會連累人，兩者皆無定向，無迹可遁，稍有鬆懈，麻煩上身﹒奸人陰陰濕濕，難以預測防避，蠢人蠢起來冇路捉，情況同樣防不勝防﹒蠢人能在任何時間作出愚笨決定，違反一切常識及邏輯，製造出變化多端的亂子﹒奸人當然比蠢人危險，若被奸人看中，被其一掌重擊，掉落山頭永無翻身；蠢人攻擊力較弱，但由於好心做壞事的次數可以極為頻密，所以俗語有云：「奸人擊死你，蠢人激死你，奸人謀殺死你；奸人讓你動氣得想自殺﹒」

蠢人界軍雞

哈哈，蠢人就不同了﹒為什麼沒有著作教我們如何防避蠢人呢？為什麼市場上沒有《妙法喝止蠢人做蠢事》、《Dumb Prevention for Dummies》之類的書籍呢？我真的想買一本﹒奸人有個好處，他們目標明確，你不在他們對付之列的話，就可以成功避免自己成為奸計中的犠牲品／踏腳石﹒然而，蠢人的蠢，卻是全方位的，跟年資、學歷、年紀無關，可以隨時隨地都蠢，Anytime,anywhere,any situation﹒蠢的程度，蠢的事可以蠢得連編劇都編不出來，這才是防不勝防﹒最恐怖是「熱心的蠢人」，一旦不小心向他們發出指令，一旦他們開始出錯，你就只得眼巴巴看着事情繼續糟下去，再叫「阿邊個呀，呢個電話真係唔洗再打嘞﹒」他們還是很熱心地說：「唔係哩，我打啦，我而家就打﹒」蠢人界軍雞，盲頭打不死，卻打撞死你﹒

蠢人教不精，就算教了，他們還是有本事發明另一種方法來把事情做錯﹒告訴他們某個客人喜歡開門見山，他們便以為可以力罵對方﹒告訴他們這裏是個大家庭，他們會放下工作買咖啡給大家喝﹒告訴他們要盡快回覆，他們在計劃未落實之前就已回覆了﹒還以為自己很精靈，洋洋得意又或者是滿頭大汗地跑回來說自己的工作完成了，結果你得花時間讓他們從頭到尾詳述一次自己做了什麼，你邊聽邊冒汗，唯有說「得嘞，你繼續講啦．．．」

總結
蠢人恐怖過奸人，因為蠢人的數目比起奸人多出太多倍，這是命中率的問題﹒奸人與蠢人，就像空難與塞車，空難防不了，塞車嘛，你每天上班也定必遇上﹒

預空留白

留白美並不是人人也懂得欣賞，
學會欣賞也是一種高尚情操﹒
何必事事處處也填得滿滿的，
留下一些空間，
享受當中無拘無速的感覺﹒
Let things fall into place.

I wonder if it is stain-free?!

Astronaut tests stink-free underwear

HOUSTON (Reuters) – Teen-age boys, are you tired of embarrassing questions about when you last changed underwear? Japan's space scientists may have just the answer -- a line of odour-free underwear and casual clothing.

Koichi Wakata, the first Japanese astronaut to live on the International Space Station, is testing the clothes, called J-ware and created by textile experts at Japan Women's University in Tokyo.

"He can wear his trunks (underwear) more than a week," said Koji Yanagawa, an official with the Japanese Aerospace Exploration Agency.

Wakata's clothes, developed by researcher Yoshiko Taya, are designed to kill bacteria, absorb water, insulate the body and dry quickly. They also are flame-resistant and anti-static, not to mention comfortable and stylish.

Japanese astronaut Takao Doi gave the clothes a trial run during a shuttle mission last year. Even after a vigorous workout, Doi's clothes stayed dry.

"The other astronauts become very sweaty, but he doesn't have any sweat. He didn't need to hang his clothes to dry," Yanagawa said.

J-ware should reduce the amount of clothing that needs to be sent to the space station, which has no laundry facilities. Toting cargo into orbit is expensive, so having clothes that stay fresh for weeks at a time should result in significant savings.

The Japanese space agency plans to make the clothes available to NASA and its other space station partners once development is complete. A commercial line also is in the offing.

Taya also is working with clothing manufacturers Toray Industries and Goldwin. on clothes that have a microscopically thin chemical layer in the materials.

Wakata, who arrived at the station last week for a three-month stay, said on Sunday that the clothes appear to be working.

"Nobody has complained, so I think it's so far, so good," Wakata said.

(Editing by Jane Sutton and Cynthia Osterman)

"囉~"

一個"囉"字，簡直係反高潮﹒
一定有人同你講過個囉字﹒
Sorry 囉! 是旦囉! 你鍾意囉!
其實個囉真係好有力，一聽就明當中有幾藐﹒

今日的確有心相贈一個囉字，
"你話得咪得囉!"

其實真係冇對與錯，
一句到底只有值同唔值﹒

死得啦

周身病痛再加個公主病，真係不得了！
他叫我慢慢醫～ I was like shit...

好安逸＝懶洋洋

好掛住 Los Gatos, DT Saratoga & Mountain View

有時真想拋開一切，靜靜地喝一口咖啡看小狗散步小貓伸懶腰　

＝(＾o＾)＝懷念放洋時

談廢翕

Bullshit is defined, not so much by the end product, as by the process by which it is created.

- Harry Frankfurt

有趣的她

她跟我說《爆》不是她的招牌而是她的性格﹒
接著我跟她說《朝》不是他的作風而是他的名字﹒（梁朝偉@LKF）

乜嘢低？當然係ｂ低啦！

大鑊

人窮興趣多

另一個諗法

寫給未婚夫的分手信
卓韻芝

有智無情者白活，有情無智者亂活﹒
有腦無心者不解情，有心無腦者浪費情﹒
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　——　李天命

決定結婚是兩人的事，決定不結婚卻可以是一個人的事；婚姻是（至少）兩個人的決定，離婚卻可以是單方面的決定　——　怪不得很簡單的機率計算﹒

我們分開了，好嗎？

如果我們還未談婚論嫁，只是隨便拍拖，可能根本不用在這個時候分手（大概會一直等到雙方討厭大家，然後才不再留戀地、心安理得地分手吧）﹒

可惜我們已談到婚事了﹒

我不想作出一個心中帶着疑惑的決定，反而想盡快下定決心——好趁我們未成為互相憎恨的夫婦﹒更諷刺的是，如果只是拍拍拖，我們或許還可以重新嘗試，然而一旦到婚嫁的地步，我知道我兩大概朋友也做不成﹒關係曾經愈親密，兩個人可能在往後分得愈開﹒

這封信，不是為了責怪你，甚至不會控訴／列舉／提出／重提任何我倆不合的原因和例證；一旦決定分開，那些事情，都頓變成小事了﹒

近來，每次與你吵架，我心裡都想着一個問題：到底一個人好？還是兩個人好？

我不是那種渴求婚姻的人，因為我見過不少人為了達到結婚的夢想，連眼前人是否適合也不理會了；我一直提醒自己不要這樣，否則便本末倒置﹒

當然希望自己找到終身伴侶（十分希望！），遠勝獨自上路，但如果拿『不健康的婚姻』，與『健康的單身』相比，我會選擇後者——我不會知道自己餘下的路會否走得健康，但我卻看到這段婚姻不健康的潛力——試着走向健康人生，應該是任何人生活的大前提吧﹒

每當我們意見不合，難聽說話＞憤怒＞罵戰＞眼淚＞冷戰＞哭到很頭痛＞心軟＞拿起止痛餅＞和好＞覺得浪費了大好周日＞雙雙感到無奈＞想起原本可以去看的電影、原本可以逛的街、見的朋友．．．．在這個過程中，我老是想起，如果換轉是自己一個人的話，縱然只會是平淡的一天，卻不會感到無奈傷心吧﹒這個想法漸漸在腦內萌生，慢慢孕育成今天這封信﹒

我見過為了結婚而結婚的人，然後他們為了維繫感情而生孩子，有了孩子後為了維繫家庭而再生一個孩子．．．．如果一開始的起點錯了，就會愈來愈錯了﹒

我們爭吵不算非常頻繁，而且一直都是一些雞皮毛蒜皮的事﹒別人聽到我要跟你分開，都會認『未夠原因去分手』﹒有一套電影叫做＜玫瑰戰爭＞，女主角因為『他吃東西的樣子很難看』而殺死自己的丈夫，其實那個又何嘗是原因，是雞毛蒜皮的小事，積少成多，最終累積成致命一擊﹒

小事比起大事，來得更可怕﹒因為每當人遇上大事，總得被逼面對；小事就不同了，遇上小事的時候，人會慣性逃避，心想裡着『只是小事一則吧』，而沒警覺要把問題解決，結果小事攢積而成千絲萬縷的醜惡局面－面對這情況，人會產生一種無力感，更不懂得解決事情了﹒離異的夫婦們，又有多少能確切地說得出單一件致命大事呢？卻都是千千萬個連講也講不出口的細微事情吧﹒

小事，就如中國五千年歷史裡的小人，他們不致大奸大惡，教科書中甚至無名無性，卻一直陰乾好事，影響大局﹒如果我是歷史家，我會寫一本《真正的罪魁禍首　——　中國五千年小人全紀錄》﹒

問題並非我們為什麼吵架，而是在我們不和之後，我們是否懂得處理，有沒有真正解決／改善問題，無論問題是多麼微小﹒抑或是為了一時心軟和對擁抱的渴望，就胡亂地言和了﹒在這情況下，「言和」反而變成不顧後果的行為呢﹒

可是，是我想得太多了，太認真了，但如果不三思不認真，又何必結婚？

多謝你讓我相信世上真有感情這回事﹒保重﹒

沒什麼

有什麼爛攤子沒有收拾過﹒這一刻我很清楚真的沒什麼，我對過往對任何人做過的決定和結果，既沒有後悔亦受得起﹒過得到自己就好了﹒而你過唔過到，我真係無興趣知或我看化了(why would I care or give me a good reason)﹒Do whatever is best for you.

家陣時

家陣時乜都貴，淨係我人工唔貴﹒Sigh~
匯控等埋我上車呀！

唔自在

有冇試過着裙時，對絲襪係咁痴住條裙？有你就明啦！

The World's Friendliest Countries

Wow~ Hong Kong ranked as TOP 7 world's friendliest countries.
Are you friendly or at least user-friendly?

上下心

嘩~逆市竟然有工搵上門!
有冇咁大隻蛤乸隨街跳先?
給人Headhunt 的感覺也不錯﹒

告別2008

2008的確不容易，
失去兩個曾細心照顧過疼鍚過我嘅家人。
一切發生得太突然，令我一時間難已招架。
心情當然不好受，不過也衷心多謝您曾在我身邊擦亮過。
不竟不想發生的都已發生了，此時此刻只感到有些時候，總是不會表達或難以啟齒，說到一半做了一半，便緊緊關閉收起來。之後剩下一些零零碎碎回憶，卻有許多感動時刻。
以前曾經也會一些幼稚嘅想法，點解你唔做多少少?點解你唔同我講多少少?
難度生女，又唔知女心肝咩?!只可以話我哋嘅緣份比較薄，某情度上很相似唔多expose自己有乜諗法或一些感覺，直至看到您收藏一疊一疊的舊照，您一直也靜靜地竉我。
記得小學時代，美勞手エ我一直都不用橾心，因為交功課之前一晚我瞓着咗之後，都會有奇妙嘅事情發生，瞓醒便會有一幅精緻攞硬A嘅作品，等住我拎番學校貼堂，真係好爽好開心。

左麟右李

我都睇咗li個旗英crossover自由人演唱會。
旗英自我陶醉，得意洋洋跟住唱，音亮還要越唱越強。
自由人做足現場反應，雀躍地揮動bon bon棒，就算坐在山頂仍會高聲立喊叫"Alan~Alan"。
實在太高層次，我真係遙不可及。

不願

不願做籠裡雀,只想做隻天堂鳥﹒

Hope for the best

Just hate myself being so numb when I supposed to take action and follow through.
All I could do is to regret and hope for the best!
You're so right...right person does require right timing and obviously the timing is sooo damn wrong this time.
Unfortunately I can't turn my clock back to few months ago but I'm just hoping in the next few months...things would change...may be, who knows? At the mean time, let bygone be bygone!

學打中文

好不容易才打出幾粒字!!!!!
:(

2009

What I want to do this year?
Um....

Funny Qoute

Leon 記 者 會 俾 個 司 儀 問 到 佢 個 三 七 分 界 髮 型 十 年 如 一 日 ， 好 似 冇 乜 變 過 ， Leon 聽 到 即 刻 起 支 咪 ， 以 金 句 回 應 話 ： 「 其 實 當 年 我 去 英 國 讀 書 時 已 經 是 這 樣 ， 這 個 是 我 的 習 慣 ， 如 果 魚 柳 包 面 的 魚 柳 變 了 就 不 是 魚 柳 包 ， 我 變 和 髮 型 變 是 兩 回 事 ， 不 過 我 個 人 都 是 希 望 不 變 ， 除 非 真 的 很 需 要 。 」 唔 知 內 地 傳 媒 聽 唔 聽 慣 Leon 金 句 呢 ？

Wahahah!!!!!!!What the hell was he trying to say?! I couldn't stop myself laughing while I was traveling in the MTR by myself.

Filling in the gaps

Trying to smooth things out yet using the wrong filling.
Oops ........

So Predictable

Too loud to be low profile.

Sigh~

It is not easy to live healthily.
Having doctor appointment every week is not fun but frustrating.
I am loosing my patience and just want to get rid of it.
Economy going down; so am I.
Am I being punish?

Shanghai

Shanghai I am coming very soon,
going to your origin.
Putting myself back together.
Devote myself to work and move on.
That's what you ask for and this is what I am doing.
You wanted to end up this way... You got it.
When you talked to me, I had nothing to update you coz I truely knew who I am.
What do you expect? I realized the person who I cherished was gone long time ago.

Not too bad

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone lyrics
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

Ice Cream - Ciara Newell

Talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won't forget

And now, who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I don't want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

Seek no help

"不求人" Great invention, with this thing you can reach everywhere on your back.

I did

I was once loved, being in loved, and fall out of love.
There is only certain amount of tears to fall
and I already used up earlier this year.
I don’t feel a thing about it...
I just let time faded things away.

Paul Sec was on Fire

聖保祿中學疑雪櫃短路火警 (明報)
10月18日 星期六 23:50
跑馬地聖保祿中學晚上十時許疑雪櫃短路火警，消防員到場後很快把火撲滅。
現場是學校教員室，懷疑雪櫃短路，引起火警。消事件中無人受傷。

SMS

Thanks for all SMS messages and support.
I just want to snap it out.
Get drunk and sleep well.
Snap it out from inside out.

Tomorrow again

I am so looking forward to tomorrow!
See you in Metropop!

Tomorrow

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!

Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!

When I'm stuck with a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way!

Funny enough……..

每一次當我感到成個人剩番個殼嘅時候，
都會有一啲估唔到嘅offer。

今日早餐工作態度

簡約D﹗
有Dセ嘢留番天日拜山先至講 :p

惡習

除了一個跟咗我好耐惡習，
其實心裡面一早知道應該點做，
只不過一直"的唔起個心肝"定話係冇勇氣或信心，
所以遲遲都未了事。
其實個惡習亦只不過係不知所惜時的一個逃避。
當已經冇セ嘢好避，個惡習都失去咗佢嘅存在價值。

Sleepless in the city

I hear nothing but wind hitting on the window.

Made me wonder ... "Do I have to work tomorrow?"
Just another raining day.

出爐太空人

認識一位細心的媽媽，正為兒子準備小一入學試，所以不時跟兒子討論時事新聞。

媽：『仔！你知道嗎中國第一個出機槍嘅太空人叫乜嘢名?』

仔：『um...唔知呀！』

媽：『佢叫翟志剛。阿仔！記住啦！』

隔咗一陣，個阿媽又試吓個仔啲記性。

媽：『仔！你記唔記得中國第一個出機槍嘅太空人叫乜嘢名?』

仔：『佢叫擲鐵餅！』

阿媽忍唔住笑，又一次同阿仔講個太空人叫翟志剛，唔係擲鐵餅。

又隔咗一陣，個阿媽又心血來潮，又問個仔同一個問題。

今次阿仔好有信心地答:『佢叫做提子乾！』

阿媽今次真係"受不了"，同阿仔講『有冇攪錯？咪已經話過2次你知叫翟志剛囉！』

雖然把口係話阿仔冇記性，不過心裡覺得阿仔有創意又幽默，番工嘅時侯諗起都忍不住笑。

Dealing

There were so many things happened in life,
things that we'd missed and things that we'd done.
Sometimes I felt my life is so small,
yet it is still valuable.
Brave never exist and I am not an adventurer.
I only have that much of myself and how I am fully utilize it.
I wish my grandmother is here patting on my head,
and telling me "take it slow and everything will be fine."

A call from unknown

I received an unknown call this morning,
I said "Hello" "Hello",
the unknown caller didn't say a word.
So I hang up...
After I hang up the phone,
it reminded me of .......
Was it you or was it me?

Time

Time will fade or time will tell.

After all....

"True love does not come by finding the perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."