Feeling vs Timing

Are we schedule to meet someone or doing something accordingly?
If everything is already planned,
why there are so many accidents.
Feeling just comes without a signal,
and leaves without a warning.
Totally unpredictable and always surprising,
I don't want to catch up with anything.
I have my own time-frame and I know my work limit,
so no-more over loading and put myself in a difficult situation.
Everything has its own way,
when it is gone and it's gone... far gone.

嘩好勵害! 蘇師父好勁! 連鬼佬都唔放過!

好煩好難服待

My Presentation

Lately I been giving out presentations from 1st graders to 4th graders.
The presentations were based on Food Guide Pyramid and Healthy Snacks,
it was a great experience to do public speaking in front of children.
They are all smart and so innocent,
they speak from their minds.
So much easier to communicate.

Messy

Whaz a mess in my mind?
Too many problems......
So many issues......

Holding hands

It is such a good feeling holding someone's hand,
and feeling the temperature and touch.
Such feeling couldn't explain in words.
It is just a solid support and having someone next to you.
Nobody wants to let go and leave... so do I

In and Out

I have been going in and out from hospital.
My grandmother is not in good shape,
she is staying in the hospital at this moment.
There are so many issues blow out.
What if this happens to her again?
Can we still taking care of her?
Should we send to elderly home?
What is the best for her?
I have no idea and I can’t read her mind.
It is hard to let go or let someone down,
I have no confident making the best decision for her.
She took care of me when I was young,
she never send me to nursery home or daycare.
The only thing I can do for her is to say a little prayer for her.
Hope she can recover before the flu season.
For some reasons I have a feeling this flu season is going to be harsh.

Who said Women have to wear heels?

There are so many different shoes .... tennis shoes, running shoes, yoga shoes, flip-top, sandals.
Who is stupid ass that designed high heels for women?
There is no high heel for men then why women?
There is another ridicules rule is dress code in office?
Who said wearing high heels could induce the productivity?
BS blah blah blah
I just couldn't think of anything, when I was suffering the pain from toes to heels.
I couldn't wait to take it off!
Trust me it is terrible to wear a pair of high heels and going up and down through the day.
I don't mind to spend more money on shoes, but it is very hard to find a pair of comfortable and presentable working shoes.

My Brain

Your Brain's Pattern

You're a simple thinker, and this is actually a very good thing. You don't complicate matters when you don't have to. You look for the simplest explanation or solution, and you go with that. As a result, your mind is uncluttered and free of stress.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

First Time Interview

I was interviewed by local women magazine "Amy mag",
regarding of some nutrition issue.
It was a fun experience being interviewed and seening it was published.
I don't consider myself as an expert,
but I am just sharing my little knowledge with others.

My Little Sweet in Life

Dear Sweetie,
Happy Birthday and Sweet 5!
Loving you always.
From your aunt

It is all about life

I have done reading "Tuesday with Morrie",
I did learn a lot from that book;
it is one of books I will definitely read it again.
Sometimes we get too involve in something,
or we caring too much and focusing too long,
what we thought is right turn out may not be great.
The first medical chart I had read in HK was my grandmother's chart.
While I was reading all the lab result carefully,
I was also stunk by all the figures.
It was not my first reading a patient's chart,
it is just something I don't believe which is going to happen to my family.
What I was seeing was totally contradict to what I used to believe.

Home Sweet Home

I am eventually home.... back to where I came from... Home Town... Birthplace
Hong Kong is a city never sleep and constantly changing.
I am getting a bit exhausted of city life... too busy for me.
Everyday I have to remember to bring tissue paper with me.
Bus 2A becomes a best friend of mine because it takes me home everyday.

麥當奴 巨無霸

雙層牛肉巨無霸 醬汁洋蔥夾青瓜 芝士生菜加芝麻 人人食過笑哈哈

BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE LYRICS by Frente

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It’s no problem of mine but it’s a problem I find
Living a life that I can’t leave behind
There’s no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won’t set you free
But that’s the way that it goes
And it’s what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You’ll say the words that I can’t say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way,
I just don’t know what to say
Why can’t we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I’m not sure what this could mean
I don’t think you’re what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then we’d never see just what we’re meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You’ll say the words that I can’t say

Lonely

Artist:Akon
Song:Lonely

Lonely im so lonely,I have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leaveI wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashinIm so lonely so lonely,Im mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlCant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobody to call my ownTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlBeen all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonelySo lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girrllNever thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl andCome on home come on home, baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girllLonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely,Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely

Krispy Kreme Doughnuts

I couldn’t believe that I finished half a dozen of donuts in 24 hours.
Basically I had donuts for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Women do need some sweet in their lives.
However I don’t want to be the first lady overdose with donuts and sugar.
I assumed my glycemic index had been dramatically went up and reached its peak.
Wow~ Crazy donut day!
I won’t have donut for next 24 hours.
Original, Chocolate and Sugar Krispy Kreme Doughnuts still taste good to me.

Almost run-out of toothpaste

More and more decision making

That's how I feel at this moment. Where am I going?
Can someone let me borrow the map and compass?
Who said women can't read map?
Once I figure out my direction and I can be faster than anyone else. haha just skidding!

My Favorite Movie

Howl's Moving Castle
I want to move there too.....

My List to Doooooo

1. Finish my last class
2. Post an ad. for my beloved car (Thank you for serving me all these times)
3. Call my family
4. Make reservation and purchase flight ticket
5. Send out more and more resumessss
6. Get rid of my stuffsssssss
7. Setup my moving plan :)

Soul

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Dog

You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy

Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient. You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Water

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's Your Element?

Happy Father's Day

I am not quite attach with my dad,
but anyway Happy Father's Day.
There may be some misunderstanding between us.
I believed that we did learn from each other,
different learning styles and communication skills.
Very soon I am going to see you everyday,
I hope the relationship will be improve through timesss.
Looking forward to meet with you and have a deep conversation with you.
I really hope both of us can take off our masks,
and let me know what was in your mind all these times.
There is always a reason behind every decision,
I would like take this opportunity to get to know you before it is getting too late.

Step by step

Problem comes one after and other,
I realized problem solving is so important.
There are so many things that I really love to do,
however there is an opportunity cost for everything.
The key to succeed is to handle one at a time,
aim at the target and hit on it before the next target comes.
I can't afford to act like a lost puppy all the time.
I guess I have to make a list and set priority of each task.
Wish me luck ....

溫柔

我們總是注意看到的溫柔，喜歡柔柔好聽的聲音，抗拒不了察覺得到的體貼。
有時卻沒發覺，被忽略的溫柔。
溫柔，有時沒說出口，也難以發現。
有的溫柔像空氣一樣，圍繞在我們四周，看不到也摸不著，但它還是溫柔。
溫柔，有時沒說出口，也難以發現。
我們都無法抗拒溫柔，是不是在四周有被我們遺漏的溫柔？
溫柔不是一直都在的，就像咖啡的香味也不是一輩子都不散的。

幸運

「手把青秧插滿田，低頭便見水中天；
心地清淨方為道，退步原來是向前。」
世上本來就不公平，我們際遇不好，卻有人比我們更糟；
我們怨上天不公平，那麼換成我們是老天爺呢？
我們能做得更好嗎？
凡事要多方面想想，其實自己是很幸運的了。
其實 快樂如果也可以”分期付款”
那我就可以一天快樂一點兒 每天都有一點兒

Angel's Snow

Once upon a time there was a legend about Angel's snow.
People believed that the first snow fell in winter was Angel's snow.
However Angel's snow brought sadness and regret,
for those who caught it in their hands.
Angel's snow was the Angel's tears,
supposed to let it falls.
Let the sadness falls and evaporates......

SEE~

What you see what you get....
But I see nothing... hm... am I going to get nothing?

Rainny Day

I was reviewing what you told me,
every sentence, every word from you.
Thank you for your honesty and sincere,
I am glad to know you.
It is fate which brings us together;
I do cherish you and always wishing you well.
Thank you :)

掛在口邊

口是心非﹗
請不要說下去﹗
什麼好朋友﹖
簡直引我發笑﹐
實在太不像話。
為何還要掩飾?
受不了嗎﹖
還是來一腳十二碼才可完場嗎﹖

There is no such thing

Why people been telling me so many things?
So complicated.........

Different points of view

People react differently toward the same issue.
I would say there is no "should" or "must".
I tried to follow my heart to explore.
Others may seeing me established a pattern or living in a cycle,
but wait a minute.... this is my life and this is what I had chosen.
I did learn from my past, which I will stay away from mistake.
I don't see any problem of my believe, and I don't to influence by others.
I am not that stubborn or being not flexible, however I need some privacy.
I will listen and take it as consideration,
but pls show me some respect.

Profile has been view

Today when I logged in to my friendster,
the first thing I realized was my profile has been viewed for 128 times since May 2nd.
Mental calculation:
May 29 - May 2
= 27 days

My profile viewed for 128 times in 27 days.
I know many people probably have their profile viewed more times than mine, however it made me wonder who views my profile anyway?

Thank you for even bother to view my profile, although somehow, it also seems kinda creepy to me. creepy and weird, but in a non-negative kinda way. hmmm..

Disappearance

I been disappeared to some of my friends for awhile.
I was not ready to deal with any kind of relationship.
I was tired to explain what was happening to me.
I was more quiet and not as socialize as before.
There are somethings I would to save it for myself.

Spring semester

It is all over,
but it is not the end yet.
Heading towards to the end in the summer.

According to....

I was having a feeling that I have been thinking of the same problem over and over in my mind.
I do feel it is very exhausting, but I can't help it.
According to the psychologist,
it is one of the symptoms of depression.
Secondly college students are trained to get the answer.
Problem solving is one of typical tasks in our daily life,
however not every single question has an answer.
Some answers are not available at this moment or
it is fine to say "I don't have the answer for the question."

Animal Farm

I heard a story from my food science lab few weeks ago, when we were doing a lab on egg products. It is about story of a farm owner, who had many chickens. One day he decided to kill one of chickens, and then he picked the chicken that was laying very few eggs. He found a chicken, which was not laying egg everyday. When he killed the chicken and cut up its stomach, he found there was an egg about to come out. The eggshell was still very soft inside the chicken’s stomach. The owner was very upset, because there was a relationship had been established between the owner and chickens. The owner treated the chickens as his pets as he feeding them everyday. He thought he made a right decision at the beginning, until he saw the egg in the chicken’s stomach. All these times the chicken was trying to lay an egg for the owner, however it was getting old and unable to lay an egg everyday. I found it is a very sad simple story, but it did inspire me a lot. It showed the reality and how reality works. The story replays in my mind frequently, and keeps remind me about the truth of reality. I shared the story with my counselor; she asked which role am I playing among the chicken, the egg or the owner. I don’t want to play any role among all three characters, because none of them have a good ending. However I did add a few comments, sometimes we can be the owner, sometimes we can be the chicken and sometimes we can be the egg. I do understand that there are things we could not get away and we have to make the decision seems like to be right for us. Nevertheless what made us consider to be right or wrong, we never know until we get to the result. I was trying to keep myself positive, but there is gray area that I cannot stay away. The owner was picking the chicken by looking at its productivity, but he was regretted after he killed the chicken. It does make sense for everybody to eliminate the failures, and keep all the good ones. Once the decision is made and it is not reversible. There are many times that we couldn't take our words back, or the situation does not allow us to take it back. There are many people get layoff everyday and it happens to everywhere. Bosses have to make the decision for selecting the best employees in order to lower the production cost. Sometimes decision could not satisfy everyone, only a few people or maybe only one person is benefits from the result. In another words I would say we knew the decision may hurt someone, but on the other hand it benefits another. I don’t want to judge people or mistrust the other, but the reality does change my decision-making. I try not to be egocentric or being selfish, but the bottom line is I have to live with the reality. What I was doing was totally contradicting to what I used to believe. I never live in the fairy tale; there is nothing perfect in my life. I questioned myself did I ever try to please everyone, and I knew that I am not the number one or nothing I have complete at this time. I am not complaining things that happened in my life, because my experience shaped my personality. I learned from my failure and success and I am going to live with it.

Temporary out of order

I thought it was temporary out of order,
but it still takes me some time to fix my system.
While I was taking the exam this morning,
the people sitting around me were either system busy or loading system in their mind.
After I took the food science class final,
I told myself that might be last food science exam.
I should have this feeling before the exam,
then I could enjoy every moment during the final.

Sparklers

Thanks for lighting me up!
I wish I am sparkling all the time.

Ouch~

Today the electricity was out in the middle of the night. I was sitting in front of my laptop with the backup battery, which was going to last for two and half hours. I was thinking if the electricity is not back within two hours; I am going to school and look for an empty classroom to finish the rest of the assignment. I been questioning myself a lot lately and there were so many old memories came back to me. There were so many things that I used to believe but I don’t believe anymore. Pressure always lives with me and I am not ready to deal with it. I do understand that I need to move on and I have get myself out of here. However life is full of surprises, you never know what is going to happen next. Electricity is back.

Notice

Some people notice it,
some people don't.
I can be a good actress,
in front of some people.
I just pretend nothing had happened.

歡樂今宵

談情一世　發現願望極渺小
留下一點　距離回味猶自心跳
歡樂今宵　虛無飄渺
那樣動搖　不如罷了

No matter what

No matter what I still have to do what I have to do.
I been working on long lasting case studies for last 3 days.
I have to finish it tomorrow and get it out of my way.
I am scare around people,
but I don't mean to be antisocial.
I am not ready to participate in group,
I am very nervous in front of people.

Speaks my mind

You Are Best Described By...

The Starry Night by Vincent van Gogh

What Famous Work of Art Are You?

Forgiveness

Am I being forgive? Or being punish?
I am not sure.
Learning how to forgive people,
then you will be forgiven.
However something is going to stay with me,
I have to learn how to live with it.
Do I born with it which runs in the family?
How am I going to deal with it with the rest of my life?
I wasn't like that before.
What is wrong with me?
Why I put myself in this situation.
I was once promised myself that I would never put myself in a difficult situation.
Then now what...
I broke my promise.

Happy Mother's Day

Dearest Grandmom n mom,
I love you n I miss u always. Sorry.

Underestimated

There were so many things that I was underestimated. I underestimated my tolerance and my mentality. There were many times I thought I was able to handle it or let something go, but things didn’t go the way I wanted to be. End up with disappointment and at a point I would like to give up. Sadness follows me around. There is a reason behind everything, and everything has its value of existence. Problem doesn’t develop in a day, it takes time to build up and resolve. Ignoring a problem is like rolling a snowball; by the time I realize it was too late to break it.

Um.....

I am having a feeling of my heart is so heavy, and there is a rock in my head.
I am unable to perform analytical task or required too much thinking.
I became very stressful when I keep digging the facts or the reasons behind.
I am so shallow

Playground

Have u even play hide and seek?
I am still playing hide and seek sometimes.
Sometimes ppl hide and sometimes ppl seek.
I am just one of those ppl.

Have u even play merry-go-around?
I am still playing merry-go-around.
I am still dizzy and seeing things go around me.

Have u even play seesaw?
Sometimes I see something,
Sometimes I dont...
Thing seems like in front of me in this second,
and disappear in the next second.
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Thanks

Dear Dr. Lowenberg,
Thank you very much for your support. Get well soon.. I am not sure I am saying to u or myself. Thanks for there for me and little white handkerchief. The white handkerchief is always with me and I always remember your words. Thanks for providing a shelter for me. Everytime you say "tell me tell me", I was unable to speak a word. My tears just told the whole story. When you looked at me like your daughter and you can feel my pain. My Jewish daddy... Thanks for your encouragement. Sorry that I let you down last tuesday.

心小~小心

心很小的時候，
世界就變得很小，
小的看不起一片美麗的樹葉。
心很亂的時候，路就變得很多，
我們都是這樣走失的.....

Unfinished Business

All sudden I am back to reality.
I had accumulated so much work.
I am not sure I can complete it or leave it blank.
The truth is hurts and I was pushed to see the truth.

The Little Match Girl

Most terribly cold it was; it snowed, and was nearly quite dark, and evening-- the last evening of the year. In this cold and darkness there went along the street a poor little girl, bareheaded, and with naked feet. When she left home she had slippers on, it is true; but what was the good of that? They were very large slippers, which her mother had hitherto worn; so large were they; and the poor little thing lost them as she scuffled away across the street, because of two carriages that rolled by dreadfully fast.

One slipper was nowhere to be found; the other had been laid hold of by an urchin, and off he ran with it; he thought it would do capitally for a cradle when he some day or other should have children himself. So the little maiden walked on with her tiny naked feet, that were quite red and blue from cold. She carried a quantity of matches in an old apron, and she held a bundle of them in her hand. Nobody had bought anything of her the whole livelong day; no one had given her a single farthing.

She crept along trembling with cold and hunger--a very picture of sorrow, the poor little thing!

The flakes of snow covered her long fair hair, which fell in beautiful curls around her neck; but of that, of course, she never once now thought. From all the windows the candles were gleaming, and it smelt so deliciously of roast goose, for you know it was New Year's Eve; yes, of that she thought.

In a corner formed by two houses, of which one advanced more than the other, she seated herself down and cowered together. Her little feet she had drawn close up to her, but she grew colder and colder, and to go home she did not venture, for she had not sold any matches and could not bring a farthing of money: from her father she would certainly get blows, and at home it was cold too, for above her she had only the roof, through which the wind whistled, even though the largest cracks were stopped up with straw and rags.

Her little hands were almost numbed with cold. Oh! a match might afford her a world of comfort, if she only dared take a single one out of the bundle, draw it against the wall, and warm her fingers by it. She drew one out. "Rischt!" how it blazed, how it burnt! It was a warm, bright flame, like a candle, as she held her hands over it: it was a wonderful light. It seemed really to the little maiden as though she were sitting before a large iron stove, with burnished brass feet and a brass ornament at top. The fire burned with such blessed influence; it warmed so delightfully. The little girl had already stretched out her feet to warm them too; but--the small flame went out, the stove vanished: she had only the remains of the burnt-out match in her hand.

She rubbed another against the wall: it burned brightly, and where the light fell on the wall, there the wall became transparent like a veil, so that she could see into the room. On the table was spread a snow-white tablecloth; upon it was a splendid porcelain service, and the roast goose was steaming famously with its stuffing of apple and dried plums. And what was still more capital to behold was, the goose hopped down from the dish, reeled about on the floor with knife and fork in its breast, till it came up to the poor little girl; when--the match went out and nothing but the thick, cold, damp wall was left behind. She lighted another match. Now there she was sitting under the most magnificent Christmas tree: it was still larger, and more decorated than the one which she had seen through the glass door in the rich merchant's house.

Thousands of lights were burning on the green branches, and gaily-colored pictures, such as she had seen in the shop-windows, looked down upon her. The little maiden stretched out her hands towards them when--the match went out. The lights of the Christmas tree rose higher and higher, she saw them now as stars in heaven; one fell down and formed a long trail of fire.

"Someone is just dead!" said the little girl; for her old grandmother, the only person who had loved her, and who was now no more, had told her, that when a star falls, a soul ascends to God.

She drew another match against the wall: it was again light, and in the lustre there stood the old grandmother, so bright and radiant, so mild, and with such an expression of love.

"Grandmother!" cried the little one. "Oh, take me with you! You go away when the match burns out; you vanish like the warm stove, like the delicious roast goose, and like the magnificent Christmas tree!" And she rubbed the whole bundle of matches quickly against the wall, for she wanted to be quite sure of keeping her grandmother near her. And the matches gave such a brilliant light that it was brighter than at noon-day: never formerly had the grandmother been so beautiful and so tall. She took the little maiden, on her arm, and both flew in brightness and in joy so high, so very high, and then above was neither cold, nor hunger, nor anxiety--they were with God.

But in the corner, at the cold hour of dawn, sat the poor girl, with rosy cheeks and with a smiling mouth, leaning against the wall--frozen to death on the last evening of the old year. Stiff and stark sat the child there with her matches, of which one bundle had been burnt. "She wanted to warm herself," people said. No one had the slightest suspicion of what beautiful things she had seen; no one even dreamed of the splendor in which, with her grandmother she had entered on the joys of a new year.

Same scene repeating in my mind

I was preschooler and my mom was walking me to school.
I fell on the way to school and my mom thought I was not going to cry.
However less a minute, I was crying very hard and my mom carried me to school.
The school janitor cleaned my wound and comforted me.
May be it was my first fell and first time experience of pain.

Once upon a time

i'm not exactly the most patient person around,
nor will i be the nicest person you will ever know.
I am not the most understanding person,
who can speak for your mind.
i can't give you the best of everything.
only the best that i can offer.
i can't guarantee you will be happy all the time.
only that i am always trying to.

thank you for loving me.

Few Weeks Ago

My grandmother was in dream few weeks ago.
My grandmother is having Parkinson disease and lost some of her memory.
She took care of me when I was young and she is most patient person I ever knew.
I miss her alot and I do care about her alot.
In my dream she was doing fine without suffering from illness,
we had a great time sharing.
By the end of the dream,
she told me there is something I should let it go three years ago.
I was like "what do you mean?"
She said I knew what she meant.
That's right.

Wishing and Blessing

Just heard a story about a little girl in Japan:

"Have you watched a Japanese program? It talks about a little girl to complete her daddy's wish before his deathwith a teddy bear? "

"That little girl's daddy falls ill very heavily, and would die soon! The little girl is also sick, but is not as serious as her dady. Even though he is gonna die soon, he still try to comfort his little daughter, and tell her that they are gonna go around the world when they get better. "

" But .... her daddy soon passed away! The little girl is very sad. But, remembers daddy's dream of going around the world isn't realized yet, she then thought that she must help ot realize this dream! She regard her teddy bear as her daddy, then inscribed the name of her daddy, and her only name on the teddy bear hoping that whoever got this teddy bear would bring it along in their travel and give it to the next person, and that the teddy bear would keep on travelling."

"And the teddy bear started to go around the world. People pass it on, no matter whether they knew each other or not. It's just a very simple thing."

"People in the TV program asked the girl to appear in the show, and let her talk to a person from germany, telling her that the teddy bear has travelled in 17 countries. The teddy bear is very clean, and have many accesories on it. The teddy bear is safe, so her daddy and her are safe too. The journey for the teddy bear would go on, and the little girl can relax."

I wish my teddy bear and his daddy is doing fine.

Unexpected May 6th, 2005

So many things happened at the same time,
I was scared, disappointed and almost lost my mind.
I went to see counselor to psychiatrist and doctors.
Recommendation from moving-on to moving to psyc-unit.
Prescription from 2 Ativan to 20 Ativan,
From 20 Ativan back to 2 Ativan,
Advanced from 2 Ativan to 5 Prozac.
I was spending time in the waiting room,
without knowing what was going to happen.
The pharmist was asking me "I don't understand why you received such a small dosage?"
I told him that they want to make sure I am not taking too much and see me hanging there everyday.
I looked at myself, where am I? What am I doing?
I was unable to think at all.
It was terrible.
Stand-by next to the phone,
in case my couselor calls me.
If it doesn't work, we try something else. Great keep trying.

(乙水)(乙水)轉

人去了床都未暖　誰都只急於得償素願
誰教我桃花亂轉　跟我終生的走得幾遠

＊（乙水）（乙水）轉　菊花園
　離離去去會有幾多段
　（乙水）（乙水）轉 菊花園
　誰衡量過每段愛太易太短＊

＃我也想從此　玩過就算
　可知我花園中心煩也意亂
　誰亦又趣戀完再戀餘下的青春怎算　流浪
　未到一半便棄船（沒了沒完）＃

誰叫我良心易軟　回憶一一都絲連藕斷
來往過無恩沒怨　深信一位位去亦是緣

Repeat　＊＃＃w/o（）

我也想從此　不愛便算
好好過單身的生活當志願
明日我會點　還會點　期望我永未疲倦
情字　樂於永沒決定權
隨緣 別作戀愛預算

Dream

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems. These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Introvert

You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert

You are quite reserved You aren't afraid of social situations... But you very much prefer to go it alone And why not? You're your own best friend!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

Honest

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

How Honest Are You?

Personality Disorder

You May Be a Bit Dependent ...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could.

What Personality Disorder Are You?

Normal

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Secret behind Birthday

Your Birthdate: January 16

Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and generally the desire to work alone. You are relatively inflexible, and insist on your being independent. You need a good deal of time to rest and to meditate. You are introspective and a little stubborn. Because of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships, but you probably will as you are very much into home and family. This birth day inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to the religious or the unknown realm of spiritual explorations. The date gives you a tendency to seek unusual approaches and makes your style seem a little different and unique to those around you. Your intuition is aided by the day of your birth, but most of your actions are bedded in logic, responsibility, and the rational approach. You may be emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions. Because of this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Personality

Your #1 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

What's Your Personality Type?

睡王子

我假想　睡公主敲我窗
夜晚黑　八哥不懂再唱
這晚上　萬隻羊　會為誰迷失方向

我擔心　忐忑心聲太響
太緊張　令你心花缺氧
去夢遊　讓晚空鋪滿遐想

＊當你在宇宙高高掛上
　只有在赤地偷偷敬仰

　來　睡覺　合眼睛應有盡有
　聽我的心跳你的心跳翻筋斗
　來　睡覺　怕你的一切似水蒸發溜走
　像小螞蟻　觀天仰望星宿＊

我聽到　你的聲音擴張
聽不到　蟋蟀吱吱對唱
這晚上　著了涼　我為誰圍上紗帳

我記得　你應關起了窗
記不得　我家風急雨漲
上月球在太空給我療傷

Feb 14th 2004

Happy Valentine's Day!
If you are truely love each other,
everyday is Valentine's Day.

Keys to My Heart

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

朋友二號

在生命中出現過幾個朋友二號?
我十分幸運﹐
我曾經出現過幾個朋友二號﹐
曾經幫左我好多﹐
比左好多support 比我,
令到我長大了許多,
我亦感激不盡。
比我可能做唔到﹗
不過朋友此終係朋友﹐
我會誠意祝福你。
不論遠近﹐
我永遠也是你的朋友。
這不是更可貴﹗
You are always in my mind.
posted by Coca Cola @ 5:01 AM 0 comments

Tax Froms

Tax forms are such a complicated thing.
I dont understand how this thing work or it should not taken out from my paycheck at the 1st place, give me so much extra work to do.
Oh God!!!!!
posted by Coca Cola @ 7:27 PM 0 comments

Oh no~

Oh no~
Our egg business dont even get started,
we already poured by so many buckets of iced water.
Fxxking cold n wet!
Maybe we shouldnt started with an egg at the beginning of chickee year.
Now we definitely get an egg.
How would u like your egg?
Boil, scramble or sunny?

Do u accept the explanation?
I am telling u "this is totally unacceptable n I dont un.. Either."
I only knew that u own us $xxxx USD n our flight ticketsssss!!!

P.S. Dearest buddies let find another way out.
天無絕人之路﹐不過破釜沈舟之計的確行唔通﹗
R 說﹕趁新年轉行賣發菜同蠔(仕) wor!
But still have to pass the FDA!
Ran Out of Business!
posted by Coca Cola @ 3:20 AM 0 comments

Our Egg Business

So excited to get our egg business going!
I am proud to present our egg business!
Got egg?!
Dont get me wrong!
Dont use your dirty mind!
I am going to be CEO or CFO,
but definity not UFO.
hehe keep going!
posted by Coca Cola @ 5:00 AM 2 comments

Where R u?

I need someone take me out to movie!
Last movie I had seen was "Closer" ( such a good movie)
I want to see
1. The Phantom of the Opera
2. Finding Neverland
3. Hide n Seek

Pls call me n take me out
U know who u r,
dont wait til I make the call n force u to go.
By that time u be regret.
P.S. dont forget to bring your student ID

posted by Coca Cola @ 6:05 PM 4 comments

Lost Puppy

Am I lost puppy or just a puppy doesnt follow direction at all?
It seems like I never get thing done,
there is always one more thing I have to do.
My professor said I am one of her lost puppies.
posted by Coca Cola @ 2:49 AM 0 comments

中太毒深

我估不到當遇到迷律的時候﹐
竟然一個認識廾几年的近親﹐
提議我唸波羅蜜多心經。
每日向西方唸三 次﹐
靈驗子數高於50 百分之。
嘩高到﹗﹗﹗
結果總是得到或落空﹐
可以得少少或失少少嗎﹖
自問自己亦不是一個迷信之徒﹐
總之就算係都係小迷信絕對不是大迷信﹐
看星座, 掌相, 測字倘可接受,
請許容我不會唸經﹐
再講波羅蜜心多經裡面有些字我不會唸。
您的好意小妹妹心領﹗
posted by Coca Cola @ 3:36 AM 0 comments

Splits

I am not a good decision maker,
I am just following the path.
Every time I follow the path,
I hope it takes me to my destination.
Sometimes I get there n make a U-turn,
sometimes I get there half way,
sometimes I get lost.
Who knows.....
Nobody knows until you try.
I do believe it is a fair game.

P.S. make sure you need to try hard enough.
posted by Coca Cola @ 4:47 AM 0 comments

Back To School

School starts tomorrow!
Add oil 2R + CDR! p(^0^)q

Wow

Wow~ Whaz a surprise!
Didn't expect a response from someone for such a long time.
Anyway thanks BBQ Pork,
thanks for spending your precious time visiting my blog n leaving me a msg.
I was thinking to write more for you.
However this afternoon while I was trying to put myself together,
getting organize, typing in Chinese at the same time....
All a sudden electricity was gone,
the best part was I didn't backup my writing..
Everything was gone.... (bye~)
Words are in my mind,
hopefully the words cross your mind.
posted by Coca Cola @ 3:29 AM 0 comments

SFO

Sunday, January 23, 2005
SFO
Welcome to SFO!
R u ready? U r landing on SFO!
posted by Coca Cola @ 4:48 PM 0 comments

放生

Saturday, January 22, 2005
放生
如果你是一個道教徒﹐
你要放生。
你會選擇哪一樣動物﹖
小鳥﹖魚﹖昆虫﹖
如果你係選擇魚﹐
你會揀哪一種魚放生去水塘﹖
石斑﹖鹹魚﹖
如果選擇石斑,
你可以送佢上路。
如果選擇鹹魚﹐
就可以鹹魚翻生!
posted by Coca Cola @ 2:29 PM 5 comments
放生一條魚嘅意義﹕大海茫茫﹐睇你點死。
3:31 AM
Coca Cola said...
有癆蘇施主點化陳家大小姐
我也覺得十分有理道

P.S. 放生係水塘又點會大海茫茫
3:59 AM
RS said...
陳大小姐又果然有你嘅道理。 但係假如放嘅係喺城門水塘﹐就真係該猥囉。
4:05 AM
Anonymous said...
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4:33 AM
Coca Cola said...
Wahahaha interesting discussion! Bring it up!
4:33 AM

Duck la

Friday, January 21, 2005
Duck la
Duck la duck la! long gas!
posted by Coca Cola @ 11:40 PM 2 comments

Aging

Aging

Felt a bit sad after talking to my mom.
I am getting mature,
my mom is getting old.
Still giving her a bad headache..
"Remorse"
posted by Coca Cola @ 5:47 AM 0 comments

跌

Monday, January 17, 2005
跌
失了重心
posted by Coca Cola @ 7:00 PM 1 comments

don't worry, 無論什麼事程 我也會在這裡當你其一的 support system. LOL

Out of Sight, Out of Mind

After a deep conversation with Ms R,
we found a true statement.
"Out of sight, out of mind"
posted by Coca Cola @ 3:28 PM 1 comments

Say it

你講啦 你講啦
posted by Coca Cola @ 5:11 PM 2 comments

有时候

先知先觉,
先知后觉,
后知后觉.
更可笑是,
不经不觉,
已经溜走.
posted by Coca Cola @ 2:45 AM 0 comments

Wanted "We"

Saturday, January 15, 2005
Wanted "We"
Dearest Sweeties,
Whaz a surprise! :) Let me explain the whole story, as usual I woke up in the afternoon coz of the phone call. Then I realized it was 1 pm already ( lazy bomb). I got online check email and I met Ms R. Ms R asked me to check my mail box. I knew there was something going on, I went to check my mail box (without brushing my teeth n getting change). When I opened the door, there was a box sitting in front of me. I was so excited that I opened it right away, there was a box chocolate coated strawberries in front of me! There was a note "We miss you!" n my tears came out again. I would like to take this opportunity to say "I miss u too!" I checked my mailbox, I found a card from post office. I need to pick up 2 more parcels, I drove to post office at once. Unfortunately the post office closed on Sat, I have to wait Monday to pick it up. I wondering what is in the parcels? I tried very hard to pressure Ms. R, but Ms R said "I have no idea, I didnt do it! It is not my business" (liar :p) Well I am going to figure out very soon! For the time being pls be patience n have your finger cross that your flight wont delay then come back on time.
Really want to give u a super hug n big kissesssss!
Looking forward to share all the goodies with u!
Miss u n love u!
Your loved one

Questions

I questioned so everything these days....
I questioned about procedure
I questioned about time
I questioned about solution
I questioned about love
I questioned about relationship
I questioned about future
I questioned about rumor
I questioned about my mentality
I questioned about my believe
After all I realized .....
I am exhausted.
Thought I am one person but act like another person.
posted by Coca Cola @ 1:08 PM 0 comments

Getting close

I getting closer n closer.
It happens every year.


Filing tax return!
have my $ back!
"Want to stay,
dont forget to pay." ( the only statement I learned from college)
posted by Coca Cola @ 10:55 PM 0 comments

Greatest Support

Thank you all pick me up,
when I was down.
Thank you for guiding me all these times,
I was touched by you.
Thought I already grew up,
however I am not mature enough to handle my own problems.
There is no "should" or "must" in my dictionary,
I am way too lucky to know you.

Special thanks to Ms RS, Ms RC, Ms CL, Ms JV, Mr JS, Mr IK and Mr KP
posted by Coca Cola @ 3:43 AM 0 comments

Rain in the City

There is no endless rain,
tomorrow is another day.
I have a mini lightweight blue umbrella,
so easy to carry around,
but it only fits one person.
The story behind the umbrella is a gift from my dearest sis.
I never consider to get a new umbrella,
I already get used to it.
When it rains,
my umbrella is waiting for in my car.
It provides me a shelter and stay away from the heartless rain.
Umbrella has its own dignity,
it is much an thoughtful umbrella.
posted by Coca Cola @ 3:22 AM 0 comments

18 Kitty Facts

CAT 101 Intro Kitty
1.It has been scientifically proven that owning cats is good for our health and can decrease the occurrence of high blood pressure and other illnesses.

2.Stroking a cat can help to relieve stress, and the feel of a purring cat on your lap conveys a strong sense of security and comfort.

3. A cat has more bones than a human being; humans have 206 and the cat has 230 bones.

4. A cat's hearing is much more sensitive than humans and dogs.

5.Cats see six times better in the dark and at night than humans.

6.A healthy cat has a temperature between 38 and 39 degrees Celsius.

10.Cats have the largest eyes of any mammal.

11.Ailurophile is the word cat lovers are officially called.

12.Milk can give some cats diarrhea.

13.The average lifespan of an outdoor-only cat is about 3 to 5 years while an indoor-only cat can live 16 years or much longer.

14.On average, a cat will sleep for 16 hours a day.

15.A domestic cat can run at speeds of 30 mph.

16.Blue-eyed, white cats are often prone to deafness.

17.The cat's front paw has 5 toes and the back paws have 4. Cats born with 6 or 7 front toes and extra back toes are called polydactl.

18.All cats need taurine in their diet to avoid blindness. Cats must also have fat in their diet as they are unable to produce it on their own.

I miss my kitties ( 小白, 阿七, Cream cream 公主)
posted by Coca Cola @ 4:05 AM 0 comments

最爱

遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，
所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，
学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，
能够相处一辈子的人。
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，
就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
posted by Coca Cola @ 4:12 AM 0 comments

My favorite of the week點解問點解

點解問點解

還是要知　還是要知　全部意思　
怎叫輸　怎會輸　怎算怕輸　
無辦法醫　無辦法止　全部痛瘀　
似毒刺　傷了手指　傷勢很怪異　
我　受創受創　像折斷翅膀　
我　下降下降　像半空跌盪　
我　埋葬埋葬　在愛的寄望　
我迷惘　你或者可以分析我慘況
點解選擇不愛我　
我要問點解不珍惜我　
我要問你這份愛這份愛會是轉移別個　
點解轟烈的愛過到
最後點解都出差錯　
你最怕我尋求點解　
你說過　點解戀愛要理點解　
你說過　不想傷我(點解迫我)
posted by Coca Cola @ 1:29 PM 0 comments

Why Aqua?!

The reason I picked this name is because.....
really want to know?!

I had a real fine date @ a resturant called Aqua, Spring 2004.
First of all I really want to thanks him for the fine dining and I had a great time.
Second of all I would say that is one of those meaningful days.
Although I did ruin the begining of the date coz I wasnt cooparating.
Good thing was my date did calm me down later on, (or else he is going to suffer for the whole day :p)
I would say it is my first time get to know him.
There were many things he didnt mention before,
or it wasnt the right timing to share.
I do remember what u told me,
and I am glad that u did share with me.
Thank you!

The second reason is hahaha
I am nutrition major,
as you know Aqua = H2O
Water plays an important role in metabolism,
which make a difference in soluble vitamin VS insoluble vitamin.
There are many people out there take so much vitamin no matter what,
and spending so much extra money.
OD of water soluble vitamin which goes into your urine,
OD of insoluble vitamin which stay in your body may not be a good thing.
That's enough I dont want to show u my whole book :)
posted by Coca Cola @ 1:47 PM 3 comments

Comment from BBQ Pork
I always remember Aqua (http://www.aqua-sf.com/aqua/framed_index.html). How can I forget about Aqua. First of all, I would like to recommend all to dine @Aqua if you have time, although is bit expensive, but is definitely worth a life time.

I've been to Aqua twice. But last year April's Aqua dining was unforgettable date. I been trying to take Aqua to Aqua long long time ago, and finally have chance to take her. Since, it was 難得機會, i been planning the date before I visit S.F. My plan is doing 金莎花, then show her in the beach, then take her to union square and have afternoon tea. Unfortuately, it was not smooth as I plan. She was piss of at me, coz i talked too much,too noise, and can't make up my mind. But although thats what she think, all I am trying to do is do make her happy and spend good time in S.F. Because we never serious went out for date. I really like her, and want to treat her good. ANyway, she was kind of piss @ me, especailly when i gave her the flower,she seems not care, it really hurt me. But thats ok, maybe it was my fault, talk to much. It getting better when we went to N.M for afternoon tea, we chat lot and took photos. During the dinner, we talked lot too and drink some. The reason i took her to AQUA, was due to it was my favorite restaurant in S.F, i want to take her to my favorite place, i had good time there with her.I miss her too, but sometime things goes too complicated, all I want is to be with her when time is allow, coz we don't spend too much together since we separate in two places. Maybe i am drinking too much tonite, hehe, so i want to write stuff on the Blogger, but i can't find the "AQUA" section, so write in this section. She is one i love, but 事事難料　我有點累ｂａ加上業務繁忙, no time to take care of her when she need me, and ...so... Well,we talk sometime looo.

bbq pork
7:36 AM

One after Another

Toubles come one after another,
it seems like it is never ending story.
Really want to have a break through it.
I miss someone,
I like someone,
I lost someone,
I owe someone,
I cherish someone.

Whaz a mess in my mind...
Words cant explain and I cant tell how i feel.
I try very hard to keep things simple,
but things happened .......

Bad Luck

What is bad luck?
There is a local saying in HK "Stepping on the poop"
Have you even wear shoes with grooved soles and step on a soft pile?
If so you understand.

Dear Ms or Mr Bad Luck,
Pls leave me alone. Thank you very much!
posted by Coca Cola @ 4:33 PM 0 comments

TeLl mE aBoUt It

I am sick of people telling me a same story over and over,
can you tell me something that I dont know at all.
I totally understood life is somewhat bore and doing the same thing everyday.
But pls take a consideration of your audiences,
they will get very sick and tired of the same conversation.
Plus you are old enough to make up your mind, or god pls help them.
When I see the same caller ID, I also sense the pressure coming toward me.
I dont mind to be friend, there for you but pls dont repeat or replay the same story.
Thanks for your cooperation.
I knew that it is kinda mean to say it,
I am very sorry......
but I am running out of my patience,
and pls dont reach my cap.
posted by Coca Cola @ 2:37 PM 0 comments

Friends of mine

I hang out with 3 total different persons last night.
R is Korean- Chinese
Ru is Chinese brought up in America
D is Taiwanese
Me is Chinese
I would say it is a crossover,
but we all love to laugh.
We all came from a total different family,
R came from single family.
Ru came from regular family. ( She didnt tell me much about her family, I guess it is ok)
D came from sweet family... lucky Boy
I came from a half broken family, but I dont care coz it is my parents' choice and I am old enough to take care of myself.
It is funny that we all have different sexual prefences,
I dont want to go through in details coz it is part of our personal lives.
We shared our life experiences,
most of the time is the most ambarrassing moment.
We talk and laugh and time flies...
We are the type of person, who can sit, talk and laugh til we see the sunlight for the next day.
We all going to say "Shit what time is it?"
By the way I dont want to sleep in the daytime,
it is not the part of daylight saving.
However R is leaving for her winter vacation,
Ru is going to back home for her vacation.
I am going to...... Wonderland....
For the last 2 days I only remember a set of numbers
964... 964 0777
only one set of 964 or two sets of 964.....
God ..... A meaning ful movie turned to a Funny comedy,
wanna to know why watch "Twelve nights".
All a sudden I think it is time for us to have a break for each other,
coz I dont want to suffer from chronic laughing illnesses.
posted by Coca Cola @ 1:47 PM 0 comments

Time to make a difference

Today I applied for United Nation volunteer in a different country. All these time we work and school for what? We just want to make ourselves more useful and draw a more colorful page in our lives. If it does work out, I will definitely go to serve who is in need. I was a girl guide back in High School and made a promise. "I promised that I will do my best, to serve HK and help other people and keep the guide laws." However all these years I havent do anything about it or not much about it. I guess it is time for me to do something, before I really get settle down or get ready for my real career. By the way I dont mind to go on a free trip for a few months. I am sure that I am going to learn something from it and it is going to be a valuable opportunity. For sure I will be proud to show my grand kids if I am going to have any. I am glad that I have something to contribute or to share my expertise. Life is short... Have Fun :)
posted by Coca Cola @ 1:30 PM 1 comments

學問

寒喧也是種學問
問的太深兩個人都尷尬
問的太淺又彷彿太疏遠
最好的辦法就是從好友口中打聽你的近況
當然是在不打擾你的情形之下
有些時候有種衝動想知道你過的好不好
但是見了面卻只落的一個只適合用尷尬兩字來形容的下場
posted by Coca Cola @ 8:14 PM 0 comments

Ten Fingers Game

1. I never travel by myself. ( i may want to go)
2. I never have one night stand. ( wow so tired cant stand all night long, i need to take seat :p)
3. I never go water ski. (I want to try.. look so cool)
4. I never get marry. ( Well not yet...all depends on luck)
5. I never have relationship more than 3 years. ( too bad doesnt workout)
6. I never get into a fight. ( I am not a trouble maker)
7. I never deal with criminal. ( Coz I am not a lawyer)
8. I never been to rave party. ( I am too old for it)
9. I never been to Europe. (Looking forward to meet with real Mona Lisa)
10 I never become a vet. ( When I was young as I was u, I asked my mother what I will be, will I happy will I be rich..... what will be will be......)
posted by Coca Cola @ 7:12 PM 3 comments

3 Comments:
SleekBlackMercedes said...
cute blog!!! :)
8:05 PM
RS said...
Good thinking, keep going. We will both win with your list of items. (YES!)
8:09 PM
Coca Cola said...
Thank you!
9:35 PM

Good Bye 2004

I am so glad that 2004 is gone.
I had too much bad experience in 2004.
Welcome 2005!
I need to put myself together and have a great start. p(^0^)q
posted by Coca Cola @ 3:26 AM 0 comments