Unexpected May 6th, 2005

So many things happened at the same time,
I was scared, disappointed and almost lost my mind.
I went to see counselor to psychiatrist and doctors.
Recommendation from moving-on to moving to psyc-unit.
Prescription from 2 Ativan to 20 Ativan,
From 20 Ativan back to 2 Ativan,
Advanced from 2 Ativan to 5 Prozac.
I was spending time in the waiting room,
without knowing what was going to happen.
The pharmist was asking me "I don't understand why you received such a small dosage?"
I told him that they want to make sure I am not taking too much and see me hanging there everyday.
I looked at myself, where am I? What am I doing?
I was unable to think at all.
It was terrible.
Stand-by next to the phone,
in case my couselor calls me.
If it doesn't work, we try something else. Great keep trying.