In and Out

I have been going in and out from hospital.
My grandmother is not in good shape,
she is staying in the hospital at this moment.
There are so many issues blow out.
What if this happens to her again?
Can we still taking care of her?
Should we send to elderly home?
What is the best for her?
I have no idea and I can’t read her mind.
It is hard to let go or let someone down,
I have no confident making the best decision for her.
She took care of me when I was young,
she never send me to nursery home or daycare.
The only thing I can do for her is to say a little prayer for her.
Hope she can recover before the flu season.
For some reasons I have a feeling this flu season is going to be harsh.