There was a time

There was a time I thought I am tough enough to handle things. Even when things didn't fall into the right places; I'll be fine & able to adapt well.
There was a time I was down, I just couldn't fall any tears. I thought maybe it wasn't that bad, but actually it even worse. I wasn't quick enough to react. I wish I can just let it out instead of holding everything inside of me.
There was a time I didn't say a word not because I have nothing to say. I just simply don't know how or it is going to make no difference on what you perceive from me.