落難

I am not a princess. I do not belong to a wealthy family or royalty. I am willing to pay handsomely, as long as you help me succeed in the future, and you can wait.

Long Lasting Smile

Still a refreshing smile on the century old poster.
Wondering~ how she felt when she took this picture?
Did she expect to last that long?

Luck for HKD$10

You can buy luck for only $10.

On behalf of MSN/hotmail

Never received that email you sent yesterday.
Maybe I'll receive it tomorrow?
Just want to say sorry on behalf of MSN/hotmail ....

Smiling to you !!!

Ache

Head & shoulder~ Knee & Toe~
My neck and back also joined the ache party!
I need a core-shaker not shaker to shake the core out of me.
Maybe I should start reading the Chinese Tung Ching before I head out everyday.
So dark!

Nourishing my mind

I have to put myself together to read.
Just reading is quite boring just word by word, however it is a efficient way to reach your mind.
It takes time to digest and get the ideas out of it.
Maybe that's why some people are better with written response; it gives time to cool down and choosing the right words to sue you. (if you did experience in a traffic accident you know what I am talking about :p)
I wouldn't read without my patient.
Reading requires a peaceful mind and critical thinking at the same time.
Guess what I am reading? It is a best seller one of those books, which cleared 60 weeks on New York Times best-seller list. It is quite an intellectual book with interesting storyline.

Now Hiring

Seeking a personal butler. Duties include:

Cook and clean; do groceries; do laundry; change my bedsheets; wake me; put me in bed; drive me; take and make appointments; put together and maintain my schedule, i.e. keep track of what i do and make sure i stay on track; keep me happy; massage my muscles; massage my brain; pay my bills; help me manage my debt; develop saving and investment plans for me when i can finally afford them; bathe me; remind me to use the gym; remind me of birthdays; screen my phone calls; screen my emails; call my mother once a week; check on my sisters every once in a while and nag them; email my aunt and my sisters at least once a month; remind me that i have friends and need to socialize to keep them; make sure i'm thinking, listening, writing and corresponding, and that i am actively creative; find interesting places for me to do photo shoots; keep track of show schedules at my favorite venues and with my favorite artists; disappear when not needed, and magically reappear when in need; be a father figure at certain times, be my slaves during others - just to name a few.


I am not a princess. I do not belong to a wealthy family or royalty. I am willing to pay handsomely, as long as your service help me succeed in the future, and you can wait.

Same old song is still playing

I hear the clock, its six a.m.
I feel so far away from where Ive been
I got my eggs, I got my pancakes too
Got my maple syrup, everything but you
I break the yolks and make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off of the mirror, dont leave the keys in the door
I never put wet towels on the floor anymore cause

Dreams last so long, even after youre gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you

I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didnt wanna talk
So picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasnt the same
cause it was happy and I was sad and
It made me miss you oh so bad cause

Dreams last so long, even after youre gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you

I go about my business, Im doing fine
Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken every day

I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick up a book and turn the sheets down and then
Take a deep breath and a good look around

Put on my pjs and hop into bed
Im half alive but I feel mostly dead
I, I try and tell myself itll be all right
I just shouldnt think anymore tonight cause

Dreams last so long, even after youre gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
Yeah, you were meant for me and I was meant for you

黑夜不再來

如果將街燈的光線代表真愛
或者熄燈了會更發現你存在
如果日落西山燈光普照麻木了
蒙住這雙眼令黑夜再來
誰叫我這樣活該
縛起雙手給你愛
愛到兩腳浸沒在大海不懂再走開
熟悉的想講再會
陌生的都很匹配
難怪我永遠懷念飛灰
如果將香煙點給我代表深愛
莫非煙熄了會更震憾與期待
難道討好我等於鼓勵我去歧視你
一手將心摔下來
嫌棄你想再會
被丟低想反悔
誰叫我要靠別人待薄才配
如果一呼氣一吸氣代表相愛
或者淹死我會更發現你存在
如果日夜一起想不起我曾被愛
難道分手會令感動再來

Thingsss I want to do alone

Have an openface salmon bagel sandwich for breakfast. (All for me none for you :p)
Explore the antique stores and art galleries to enrich my creative mind.
Visit the lovely kitties & doggies in SPCA.
Watch a movie.
Check out the best sellers in local bookstore.
Have a cup of tall skim latte.
Taking picture of everything that amuses me.
Taking aride on the tram with HKD$4 round trip.
Budget Dating w/ city!
Going to be so proud of myself if I get it done.

Seeking for Enlightenment

Dealing with too much shitssss for life...
I wish someone or something, that can enlighten my mind.
I was trying to read from different people and learn different perceptions...
When was the last time you have a decent conversation?
A conversation that we learn something out of it without critizing or judgement.
Carefree seems to be pessimistic.

Unresolved Mystery

There are some unresolved mysteries buried in my heart. I am not sure that if I really want to dig it or hide it. I need to study my own manual and figure for next stepsss.

3 Years

I left for 3 years, it seemed like I am back to where I started.
Did I spend 3 years or waste 3 years?
Did I push to sleep for the last 3 years?
When I woke up this morning, I was not quite sure where I was.
Everything just turned up-side-down.
Many many questions went through my mind.
Sick in my head.....

Bring me to live

Am I being cynical? I don't see a clear picture of myself.